He Said It Best...

A list of Sean Corey Carter quotes that basically sum up how I feel about things.

"Your worst fear confirmed. Me and my fam' roll tight like the firm. Gettin' down for life that's right you better learn. Why deal with fire and get burned, we get together like a choir to acquire what we desire."

"You ain't having it? Good. Me neither, let's get together and make this whole world believe us."

As The World Turns

I haven't wrote in quite some time, and a lot has happened.
Let's just keep it short, and I'll update...you...or whoever...

I've fallen for a girl..
She led me on...
She shot me down..
My feelings diminish but they still burn...

I've finished my week of football camp and have showed potential but I surely wasn't a stand out.
I acquired this random injury after a day where I wasn't hardly touched...
I had a Revelation about myself...
All this time I have relied on myself. I am a good solid player at times, but I have exceptional athleticism. I have never been able to use all of my athletic ability, which at this current moment could rival a profession football player. (i assure you)
Yet at times because of my lack of confidence I can not perform.
This "mysterious" injury caused me to reflect and pray. I realized that I CAN NOT be the amazing player that I wish to be without the help of "My Father".

I need the aid of his spirit to empower my instincts, reflexes and confidence. To give me the power to amaze crowds.

In the past I asked not to be gifted, that I would have to work for everything and rely on my own strength. I know now that I won't be what I want to be without my masters help. I pray that YHWH might send me a gift.

Today is the eve of one of the most significant days of my life. Tomorrow I'll be playing and starting in a game that I've waiting to play in a long time, this game will decided a part of my future.

Yes I pray to be empowered... thank you again.